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respect.
I know the blame game.
And it has been a battle since '95 for me.
I lived in Barcelona and the plug of my conscience was removed. I was also introducesed to the arabic and rasta mystic by a wicked guru.
I entered a station in life where I whould experince alot of blame and feeling guilty.
My guru was my enemy at many times.
I whould reason with myself that I deserved missary because of bad things I couldn't remember I had done. Call it self denial.
Then suddenly I whould be filled with holy confidence and proceed in my mission.
Today I'm looking for something else.
World redemption is still what I wish.
But I know now that it has to happen on my own terms.
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