Ok, I have a solution for you, but you need to follow my instructions exactly:
1) Save this post.
2) In ten years, read it again, and have a good laugh at your younger self's expense.
There isn't anything particularly surprising about what you're doing...it doesn't sound particularly 'bad' - you aren't forcing this girl to do anything...maybe misleading and manipulating, which can effectively be almost as bad.
What you're showing is immaturity. There's nothing wrong with immaturity so long as you grow out of it eventually.
Sooner would be better, for you, and the people you're going to hurt along the way.
In ten years, when you read this, you'll most likely be a normal, well-adjusted, decent human being. There's a slight chance you'll grow up to be a complete douche, though...try to avoid that.
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