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I know im probably a little screwed in the head but i really can't see what ive done thats so terrible. The only thing i regret is not making it obvious when we first started this was that i do not have any feelings towards her. I was clearly too vague when i told her we could never have a relationship because of my sister. At the time i was able to justify not being 100% clear because i had just slept with her and it seemed a little ruthless even for me, to tell her so soon after doing it. Then the next time i saw her, i figured "shit if i tel the girl now shes going to get real pissed and possible tell my sister" so i just held my tongue and hoped she would figure it out by herself. It just created a bigger hole.
ps. Yeh im probably not a great person but i reckon im making things sound worse because its nice to get some attention. I feel really lost in the world
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