It is very confusing. I just don't know what to do. What bothers me the most is that if this did happen, she went prepared, it was planned. If it just happened from too much alcohol I could make better sense of it.
I did approach her by Blackberry yesterday morning as she had flipped me a message. She apologized that I feel the way I do and asked me what has caused it?
I'm beginning to think I should just leave well enough alone for now. She now knows that I have a strong hunch something happened. If she ever goes to visit that friend again, I will insist that I go along for the weekend with her.
She's never going to admit it if I try to discuss it. She wanted to keep this relationship and has otherwise been very affectionate and "normal". Maybe I'm best to just let it lay for now and work on building the relationship back up and kind of follow her lead?
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