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Originally Posted by Mirth
I'm talking to her now about it. Well, not talking, texting. She can't talk on the phone at the moment, and I said we'll talk about it later but she says she'd prefer to know now. This sucks... I didn't want to do it in texts because it feels so wrong, like I'm a pussy. Now she's asking me what's wrong and why? I'm an asshole. 
Edit: It's done, it's over... I don't know why I'm crying, but I am... This is the worst thing I've ever done to a human being... I feel like shit, and I'm sure she feels more like shit.... I seriously need to be punished somehow for this...
Edit: I hope God strikes me down for what I have done... |
Seriously? Dude, get a fucking grip. Short term, yeah, it kind of sucks, especially if she thought you two had a future. Long term, you're both better off without each other. Think about what would have happened if you'd reach the logical conclusion of this particular road - marriage, kids, hate each other, someone gets out a gun and then things get all shooty.
If you need to be "punished" get a bottle of whiskey and lock yourself in your apartment for the night and get nice and shittily drunk. You'll feel worse in the morning.