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Eldrick,
When was the last time you went fishing with Mark? IMHO, you need a friend. Not a 'Brother' like Michael, Charles, or A-Rod. A friend, like a brother, who will tell you when you are going down the wrong path. Someone who is not bought and paid for. It is tough when your Dad, your moral compass, is not around. Do you have a father figure? You need to look him up. Sit down and have a good cry. Someone to tell you that, you know what, you are no different than anyone else. Every married person has fought with their spouse, every normal man has wanted to fool around with the waitress, everybody has money troubles, everybody has work pressures. We all put our pants on one leg at a time. As my Dad always said 'From the day that you're born, till you ride in the hearse; there isn't a problem that couldn't be worse'. You've got your health, you have two beautiful kids, a wife who loves you but is not going to put up with you acting like this, and a good job. Be a man, decide where you want to go from here. Get a divorce, love your kids, and be a 'playa'; or look inside at the good person that your parents raised, realize that your 'Brothers' are not brothers, and that you, and you alone, determine what happens next.
Good Luck to you, man. Really. Life ain't easy.
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