I worry about coasting.
I've gotten so used to just getting by on my wit and intuition. If something comes along that I really need to apply myself to I don't know if I'll be able to do it.
Sometimes I'm an asshole. Okay, actually it's pretty frequent. Most of the time I'm okay with that, but occasionally I know that I've really hurt someone and that I can't do a thing about it. It's hard to feel good about myself when that happens.
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I wake up in the morning more tired than before I slept
I get through cryin' and I'm sadder than before I wept
I get through thinkin' now, and the thoughts have left my head
I get through speakin' and I can't remember, not a word that I said
- Ben Harper, Show Me A Little Shame
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