Due to my extremely fast metabolism, I have never in my life weighted over 145 pounds. Working out 5 days a week didn't help either. Not a fan of my weight.
I cannot suspend realism and be romantic. It hurts people.
I assume the worst first, then I think about alternative and most likely outcomes.
I don't care enough.
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Maturity is knowing you were an idiot in the past. Wisdom is knowing that you'll be an idiot in the future. Common sense is knowing that you should try not to be an idiot now. - J. Jacques
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