Sorry - I don't recall your past post(s) regarding relationships. But jsyk, you're not alone. I for one, am in the same boat as you. You need to know yourself and your worth before you expect someone to fall in love with you and devote their life to you. In my situation, he loves me. Hard. And doesn't want to get rid of me after our year-long relationship. Yet he doesn't want to 'be with me.' I've been riding the secret girlfriend road for over 5 months. But today makes 8 days since I've spoken with him, telling him to never contact me again. And I'm ok.
Here's to living life.
