The best thing about your problem is that you recognize you have one...and admit it. I hope you don't wait till you move to Berlin to go to AA. They are everywhere and have the help you need right now.
Having spent most of my life living with an alcoholic, I can assure you that you're addiction will have a negative affect on everyone you love. You need to rise above it NOW, before you loose your self respect.
Your job will make it hard...but nothing about quitting will be easy. You have to want it!!
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