Sorry for the late reply. I've told them that my body being male feels to be the main cause of depression, and has worsened and even in the absence of depressive feelings, suicidal thoughts and tendencies still occur quite often. Luckily, I got some money and should be seeing a friend who will be giving me some more estrogen pills until I can get put on HRT - I know some of you would probably despise this, perhaps thinking it's stupid, but I'm desperate to become female.
I greatly appreciate all the advice, and that thread 'ring' linked me to was a wonderful help!