Halanna:
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I will definitely try the "fuck them" mentality. When it comes to drugs I just wonder if there is something that will help me calm down, quiet the anxiety. Because of it... I have trouble even talking to people when it comes to speaking my mind, confrontations, job interviews, sticking up for myself...etc. I feel so overwhelmed by it and I'm not sure if it's normal or some sort of chemical imbalance. It's crippling in a way when my mouth goes dry and my heart palpitates and I feel almost hopped up on adrenaline and I freeze up and become introverted. I hate that I feel like I have no control over it.
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