I had sex last night...wait I had GREAT sex last night but it was the first time in about 10 months. With the exception of the year previous to this last drought I had sex 7 times in 5 years. To be honest; I hate it - I hate going without sex, sex is one of my fav things in the world but for me I can't just bang anyone. When I was in my very early twenties I had many flings but really grew out of that early. Most of my friends can't figure it out why I don't get some on a regular basis but I just have a really busy life and not much time to go 'fishing'.....I do date but none have made it far enough to advance to the boot knocking phase of the relationship.
Now although I hate going without - I am fine with it. I don't ever want to wake up in the morning and not be able to look myself in the face because I am appalled at what I did for a night of gratification....I got toys for the in-between time
