I am someone with a very high sex drive. The sort of guy who complains he never gets enough, lol. But I understand that there is a continuum of human sexuality and sexual desire. Some people just need it less. There may or may not be physical factors that exacerbate (enhance?) your lack of desire... low testosterone levels or other conditions can depress the libido. I suspect not since you say you think about it and masturbate frequently. Probably you have hit it on the head with your fear & laziness comment.
A large part of your issue with your lack of activity may be the extreme sexualisation of society these days. EVERYTHING is linked to sex. And people who don't (or don't want to) participate, are considered odd, outsiders, strange... or worse.
I certainly have no problem with your choice and feel it you are comfortable with it, no further explanation or examination is required.
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