I'd go with 2. I think.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and it ended. It was beginning to get mentally and verbally abusive. After a year apart, and on the verge of a wonderful new relationship, I went back. That lasted 5 more years until the abuse was too much.
I can still remember the day, the month, the clothes I was wearing when I made that decision to give up what could have been a wonderful adventure that eventually turned into a nightmare. I would go right back to that moment and,...
And I don't know. What I potentially lost I may have never gained,...strength, courage, a sense of myself, independence, individuality, a life worth more than living.
Life is funny ain't it.
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