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Originally Posted by jewels
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I feel like such a slut around the average TFPer  I was almost 14. Things were different back then in the 'burbs.
I had been "going steady" with this 16-year old for months and after intolerable badgering about how I would if I loved him and lots of foreplay, I finally gave it to him in his convertible MGB with the doors open (he was over 6' tall) and the stick shift somewhere under my lower back.
All I really remember is that 2 minutes later I was thinking, I don't get the big deal about sex?.  |
jewels, we keep finding things in common...I was 13, too.
It was in the apartment of a friend of a guy that I had a mad crush on (we were both in the ninth grade). We were not then nor were we ever in a relationship - I was just really, really curious to know what it was like and he was very, very persuasive. It was physically painful and then consequently it ruined my reputation...not that I really had a reputation to ruin. I was pretty much invisible to everyone in that school before that time, lol.
I have regretted in the past that I didn't 'save myself' for something more meaningful, but not in a long time. It's what it was...can't say that it wasn't what I wanted at the time. I had been thinking about having sex as long as I could remember.