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I've almost died twice and actually died once. It was all the same.
There really is a tunnel and a light at the end of it... it feels so airy and warm, too.
For me, I kinda knew where I was going, but then again I didn't. It felt very familiar, but I didn't know why.
I wasn't moving towards the light, nor was I moving away from the light. I was staying perfectly still. And this makes me wonder if that was because I tried to kill myself and suicide causes you to return back to Earth immediately after death. That would make sense.
When I worked in a convalescent home, many of my patients died. They all seemed peaceful during their death.
One thing I know now about death is it's very, very peaceful and feels pretty nice. I didn't care about whether or not my family and friends cared about me. I didn't care about all the Earthly things. I didn't care about eating.. about sex... about having fun.. nor did I worry about dying. I didn't have to.
No drugs can ever make me feel as good as death can. God, that sounds emo. :P But, it's just... it's a very nice experience. haha
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