This past Thursday, I went all day without smoking. I also slept most of the day. Folks, I was miserable. Extremely irritable and my head was just so 'off.' *sigh,* I take quite a few meds for depression and what not and I felt like I hadn't taken them for a week. It was awful. Made it through till about 3:00PM the next day and then I went and bought a couple packs.
My problem was I didn't use the damn nicotine gum that I have. I must. If I don't, I will feel crazy, as all it takes is one slight trigger to send me into a tailspin. So this was my own fault. But I tried. A measly attempt but meh.
So that's the most recent update. Next attempt will involve the gum. When - don't know. But it'll happen.
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