Daniel_

I'm not into self harm, but the irritation I feel with the days closing in leaves me feeling flat and listless - depressed if you want a clinical title; depression is not anger or upset, it's (for me) an inability to take joy or feel strong emotions. It makes me crave sensation, and makes me self centred and selfish and rude.

I'd like to apologise in advance to all of you for the next 4-6 months of me being a cunt.

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Overhead, the Albatross hangs motionless upon the air,
And deep beneath the rolling waves,
In labyrinths of Coral Caves,
The Echo of a distant time
Comes willowing across the sand;
And everthing is Green and Submarine
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