Wow, I am so sorry to hear about this turn of events. I was really hoping your situation would turn out better, from the updates you had given us.
I know that you're feeling sad and mad and angry and unloved - know that's normal. While it sucks to be led on by your spouse, you will get through this. As the days go by it will get easier. You probably won't ever forget, but that's ok. Try to surround yourself with people who love and care about you - they will help you walk through this fire.
Keep us updated if you wish. I will try to keep checkin' in to see how you're doing.
Hope you can get some sleep tonight.
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