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Originally Posted by Lasereth
That's the thing, I AM interested, I do want to experience these instances, it simply never happens. I don't believe any of the stuff you said really happened, I think it's an overactive imagination. My mind doesn't let me believe in something that can't be proven. But even though I am a huge skeptic, I still want to experience this phenomena. For you, you think of these experiences as normal, but I've never had one, ever, in my entire life, whether I was a kid or teenager or adult. Nothing even remotely odd has ever happened that couldn't be explained. If I did ever experience anything like you describe it would be the best day of my life. It would change my life completely. But it hasn't happened, and it won't happen, so what does that mean?
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It that were the case, then by my experiences, that is simply what is meant for you. No one is the same. You may never experience the delusions of alzheimers, or the multiple orgasms of a woman (except zeraph...freak. LOL), or the pain of a thousand bullet ants that a south american boy endures to become a man. That means nothing, other than it wasn't meant for you. Let me reiterate, that is my experience and the way I see things. It doesn't have to apply to you and I am not projecting it like you should see it that way.
But that is not to say it won't happen. Your life isn't over yet. It may be that you have no conscious capacity for communication in either direction. If you want proof, try some experiments. You don't have to use standard protocols like no less than 3 repetitions, etc. Just go out to a known haunted place, hold a digital recorder and when it's empty, talk to the people that might be there. You may be completely shocked, or you may not. People don't react on cue in real life, so they won't after life either. It may take a few tries (all ghost hunters know this) but eventually you'll hear something wild. If you're lucky, you'll hear something without the mic, and that is what will make you have the best day of your life.
As for overactive imagination, I understand. If you've never seen it, you don't see how I could have. It has got to be in my mind. I have a disorder or a chemical imbalance. I'm making it up. Something has to justify this. I do understand, really. However, I haven't come this far on delusions. My friends weren't simultaneously delusional. The objects moved weren't somehow affected by our minds. The voice did not come out of my mind and into his. I'm skipping all the ones that I told you about and experienced alone, and holding up for you the ones that I did not. Those have no explanation.
I haven't told you the more profound things that have happened, not by a long shot. Nor will I. Events that had high emotional states for me, or for both my wife and I, are not up for debate. If you thought simply seeing a man walk across my room was weird...ha. There's a reason why those things barely affect me now.
But really, try out a recorder, unless you have something else in mind. I think you may be completely surprised by what you run into. You don't have to worry about labels like "you're a ghosthunter now" etc. You can be as discreet or as overt as you like.