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Old 08-18-2009, 07:06 PM   #73 (permalink)
Suzz04
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Location: Virginia
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right on the words with the question of are you cheating on me will get a honest answer. the relationship was going really well and suddenly it took a deep turn into silence and constant ignoring, chat messages closed when i walked in the room. so i asked that of him, got a no and he was enraged. i told that i was being possessive, etc.
My question was direct and wasn't a honest answer unfortunately, neither was the second time around. I don't believe in cheating and honestly think it is the most disrespectful thing to someone.

I want to quote woods, but haven't a clue how to put it in. I may have been at the computers for 20 years but even I don't know alot of things.

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I'm sorry :/.

It sounds like in some twisted way, he wanted you to catch him. He obviously has issues. And what keeps me moving forward is never forgetting how shitty karma can be.
I know this is going to sound vindictive but, shitty karma can come back on one. And I hope that it seriously does with him. I've found a new life. I began a new life. I didn't change myself completely but I came to alot of the problems I had with trust as well as made myself much less paranoid.

Also, I gave it my 150% to make it work, even after the first two incidents it was the last one of him taking off with my best friend that was the complete break down of my life to the point of seeking medical attention to survive.

I have a wonderful spiritual spouse. It's a piece of paper. It's not important to me. I have my daughter. And I have my peace of mind that I didn't have before. And he was actually met online in EverQuest 2 and he lived in Minnesota and moved to Virginia just for me. The memories of that first meeting still gives me the shivers down your spine that is of pure joy and happiness you knew you were to look for in the future.

I gotta stop rambling on posts LoL
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