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oh since this thread is like a year and a half old, here's an update for the "I told you so" crowd.
She wound up sleeping with like 3 guys the 1st week I moved in with her because she was trying to get it out of the way, assuming i'd make a move and get her in to a relationship with her. But I found out about the guys, called her a slut/whore etc..
moved out, got a job in I.T.
had a few very bad short term relationships
lived in a shitty part of town, didn't like it much, but the job was good.
got laid off cuz of the economy
still friends with the ex but finally got over the idea of getting back together with her now. Realized I was in love with a memory of her, not who she is currently. She's medicated into submission and mediocrity, her spark is gone, she "settled" on some guy she knows she'll not be with "forever" and despite everything she's told me about wanting to get back together, admitted to not having the confidence to go through with pursuing a relationship with me which is why she sabotaged it all as it was about to go down again. Obviously... as if I couldn't have diagnosed that on my own.
anyways, moved back out of Seattle because I missed my dad and he's getting up in his years so I want to be close by for the holidays and stuff. Also reconnected with some old friends. Still tend to avoid the WoW crowd, they're zombiefied as ever, i'd rather hang out with a church group than with WoW players, if that tells you anything.
Been focusing on the whole self improvement thing again, gym, eat right, etc..
pew pew
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