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perplexed
im married and im itching to be with others. my wife is big and i want to know what its like to have sex with/be intimate with a different woman. ive never even held hands with another woman, a woman that has a different body and a different personality. what if the sex is better with someone else? what if my enjoyment out of life goes up with someone else? i wonder these things daily and its driving me crazy
those who have been married and have had sex/been with multiple women, is it worth divorcing to find out what others are like? i honestly think about this on a daily basis. im not the person i was when we got together and i really feel the need to get out there and try to find someone else, just to see if its better for me. i dont want to break her heart and ruin her life but i dont know what else to do. i constantly think about what if i could have done better, what if what if what if
she treats me decent but i am a bit suffocated in our relationship. i feel like i cant go out and have fun if shes there.
i feel like i never got to experience the dating game or trying to find someone since she basically fell into my lap. now i want to be single for a bit and find out if im truly happy being married or if im better off dating or finding someone else.
before we got married i told her i wanted to be with others to see if were truly meant for each other and she told me she would change, stop being controlling, lose weight, etc. to keep me around. so i took the easy way out and married her, and now i still have the itch to be with another.
what do i do?
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