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I dfeinately hear you on the part about her wanting to be in the know, but the truth is I just didn't think this was that big of a deal. It would be like telling her that I wanted macoroni and cheese for supper a few days ago but had run out of milk. It's just a petty annoyance. The more I talk about it, the bigger it gets. Conversely, by not dragging it up every ten minutes, it just dies and goes away.
It's just that we can't seem to talk a whole lot anymore. Like I'm afraid that she's just going to get pissed and fly off the handle, but then by not talking it happens anyway. I feel like a big part of our problem is my feer not letting me do what needs to be done. Maybe she isn't meeting me in the middle, but I'm not there to meet her anyway so I can't claim the moral high ground.
She hasn't called me today. I don't think she's ever called after a fight. I don't think I'm going to call her today either. I wouldn't know what to say to make things better. Hell, I don't even really understand what's wrong completely.
Actually, I agree with you in theory that sex before mariage isn't great, because it puts fear about what the other person is really after and pressure to stay together that may not have been there. But we're young and stupid and can't keep our hands off of eachother.
I don't even know if we're broken up this time. She gave me back the DVD player once before, but it blew over.
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