the post above mine was copascetic to what i was thinking. you're already in a loppy position where this girl you're going to see 1) is busy and 2) is unsure about how she feels about you. in short you are a dickless wonder in that equation. you are the chia pet on her desk, completely at her whim and beck and call. you need to go out and get yourself some MOJO son. and the good news is that you're at the perfect age to do it. for fucks sake, at 19, girls will sleep with you if you just say the right things, based on nothing more than your personality, a couple shared beliefs, and a funny story or 2. you just have to value yourself going in enough to think that your worth hooking up with... and the good news THERE is that everyone is one way or another. worth it, that is.
so it's time to look at girls like lottery tickets and go out and scratch a few with a nice shiny nickel. you'll end up tossing or being tossed by a few, but eventually you'll win 2 dollars, and you can build from there.
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-my phobia drowned while i was gettin down.
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