Let's see if I can make it through this post without passing out or vomiting (I did just eat pizza).
The thought of someone intentionally cutting themselves makes my system want to reset. I've known a few people who have slit their wrists (unsuccessfully), and visualizing the sensation of intentionally inflicting a bleeding injury and feeling the lifeblood run out of you as you get light headed.....*barf*
There was a series of pictures online showing a european (dutch?) 'emo' cutter girl that someone linked me to. I only looked at the first two, plus the thumbnails, but this was dissection-level self mutilation. I read an article (or forum post or something) that I'd found when trying to find out if the pics were fake or not that said something along the lines of "clearly, this person is an experienced cutter with a good idea of anatomy...in one pic it is obvious that she has carefully sliced into her bicep as deep as she could without severing the brachiel artery."
That single sentence is burned into my brain forever as the grossest thing I've ever read.
I...am going to go get a drink of water now. Please don't search for those pictures, they're out there.
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