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...And I'm sure a thread title like that doesn't demand clicks, but I'm not really in the best frame of mind right now.

I am a 22 year old female and have been totally in love with one of my best friends (female, although that really doesn't matter) for about a year now.

I'll try to make this brief. She confessed to having feelings for me at the end of summer last year. We didn't discuss it any further than that, though I said I felt the same. She started ignoring me before this confession, and even after it she was still very difficult to talk to.

She then went missing for 7 months, and went through some tough crap I'm not going to go into. Since she got back into contact with me she has been equally distant. She is in a different country at the moment, although that was never a barrier before. We always sent each another lots of e-mails and stuff happily. Now it takes massive work to get even a few words out of her, and I'm losing it. I'm trying to act happy and lighthearted with her, but it's driving me insane. I can't sleep and I can't spend time with my friends and family without feeling depressed as hell about it. All I want is her friendship and I've never implied anything else, nor has she.

So if you bothered to read that, what should I do? I could confront her, but I fear her being too upset over everything else in her life to be able to deal with it. The one thing I can't do is keep things how they are. I will lose it very very soon if I do.