Communication is pretty good in other areas and we have had some pretty deep talks about sex regarding things that we like, don't like, want to do etc. recently. She is definitely not prudish and is open to trying different things. Or at least that is what she says. Lately I've been having a hard time believing it. I just don't know anymore. I'll ask her why and she never has a legit reason to give me. It always ends up with her saying "What do I get out of it?" And that is even with me wanting and telling her I would be more than happy than reciprocating. So I really don't know much anymore. And it has always been like this and I have brought it up many times and it always ends up going the same way.
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