Thanks a lot for your advice Double D, i guess you're right. I'm gonna fight my days through the exames even if it involves me staying inside for a few days. And i've been thinking my mom deserves to be proud of me sometimes.
My mom is very lonely at times, you know we don't spend much time with realitives or friends OR eachgother. We're just on our own most of the time. I also realized i never got close with my parents and i've yelled at them a lot. Which i also have regret, i think i've got a big guilt feeling. I want to perform well, i dont wanna have mood swings, i just want to be who i use to be.
And for once i want to make em proud and show em i really did fight for this year you know. It might take all my bad feelings away and make me a proud son. Cause i know my mom or dad would do the same thing for me. The've done a lot of me in the past and i bet they will help me as much as they can in the future.
Again, thanks a lot for your advice it ment a lot to me.
I'll PM you in a few days after the exams if it all went right , if you want.
Cheers.
