noodle

Got up at 4:12 am to go pee, per usual. Laid there until 6:15 when the alarm went off.
Showered and became sad again when someone, somewhere also decided to take a shower, therefore killing the water pressure.
Brewed coffee in the new coffeemaker... which tasted burned.
Drove to work.
Took the MMPI-2 since I had no one to see that early.
Emailed my answers to the assessor for Summer Session lab.
Drove past my previous home, previous haunts, got tearful on the way to a funeral.
Participated in said funeral, internment, and reception for almost 3.5 hours.
Drove back to the office past previous home, previous haunts and got all emotional again.
Sat in office doing paperwork, feeling dizzy and out-of-sorts.
Figured out have double ear infection and low-grade fever... thank you nurses.
Drove to final appointment of day at 4 pm in the ghetto... seriously, with pepper spray in hand... no one home.
Got back in car immediately, drove home.
Got call back from patient to reschdule for tomorrow.
Stood staring dumbly at cabinet realizing I forgot to get catfood.
Cursed self repeatedly for not buying catfood and creating a situation where I must now walk to the grocery store in the 98 degree heat to get catfood so that I don't lose my parking space and have to park in the alley where I'm likely to get broken into moreso than in front.
Surfed the net... and am currently trying to build self up to walk to grocery store.
Fighting nausea from the two lumpia I had at the reception and trying to figure out what to get from grocery store to calm tummy when I really just want food that is bad for me and will make me feel sicker.

I hate PMS. It makes everything seem really, really bad.
I'm going to the grocery store now.

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