I have been thrown out tonight, and she made me take the DVD player with me (it was mine, I left it there to watch DVDs at her place). Here's how it went down:
I told her about something that happened on Saturday night. I went to a karaoke bar with some people I know, and she knew about it. What she did not know is that I got in a fight with one of them, and my brother took the person's side because he's fucking her (although not having a relationship! really!). The next day, that person appoligized, and I explained that I wasn't interested in her apology or her friendship- we weren't really friends to begin with, and after last night when she jumped on me out of the blue to forcefully grab a cigarette out of my mouth, which ended up burning my eyelid, I decided that she wasn't stable enough for me to be safe around.
What made my girlfriend mad was that I hadn't told her right away. She said that she didn't know we were in a need-to-know relationship. I tried to tell her that it was no big deal. Compared to the other shit that's been going on lately which I had told her about (fight with parents, probable rejection from Rice graduate school), this seemed unimportant. It had just floated up in my mind today and I told her.
I don't know what I did wrong. It doesn't seem fair. I'm really hurt right now, I feel too shocked to even cry. I love her, and I get tossed out like this. She said that she loved me. Where did it all go wrong?
