Alright, so this isn't anything too big, just a couple of occurances that have gotten me to thinking. But, a little while back, I woke up after a good nights sleep and felt depressed. I had no reason to be, and otherwise felt fine. It lasted half of the day, and then went away slowly. I thought nothing of it. Then about a week ago, I was taking a shower, and when I got out to dry off, I was instantly pissed off. Again, I had no reason to be, I was having a good day. I wracked my brain, confuzed as to why I was so pissed off, but I came up with nothing. It eventually went away after awhile (I grabbed my b/f and kissed him to feel better; he always makes me feel better, so I knew it would work).
I am just confuzed as to why both times happened. I honestly have no clue why I felt that way either time. I am a happy person all the time, and I have a great boyfriend, and good freinds, and a loving mother. I just don't get it. And then I got to thinking about my grandmother and aunt...
To give you insight, my family has a large history of mental illnesses. My grandmother is the worst, my aunt is now getting bad, and my mother has some issues as well. The thing is, they weren't always like that. They just slowly started getting issues until it got bad. My mother said that my grandmother just snapped one day. I mean there were things that led up to it, but then one day she got 80% worse than normal, and staid like that. Same way with my aunt. She is almost headed towards snapping. Luckily, my mother hasn't snapped, but I am still worried that what if my issues are stemming from my inevitable path to becoming insane?
I just want opinions of if people have ever had experiences like I did with feeling angry or depressed for no reason. Or if I should worry. Thanks a bunch!
