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Originally Posted by PonyPotato
...Feeling safe, respected, admired, adored. That's the sensation I missed most.
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I'm about to have an ex, or have a new ex, or whatever the hell is going on here. I think the feeling safe, respected, admired, adored is what I also miss the most. But then, I've missed that for a long, long time. And he left not long ago.
Ah, but I sooo miss his naked body. His smell, his curly hair that tickled my nose no matter where I was browsing. The way he rubbed my back or brushed my hair for a half hour at a time while I was busy below. How a "quickie" was an hour instead of 5 minutes. That incredible mouth of his. The way he was willing to try 69 while standing on his head just because I wanted to. How he liked to hold me and take an hour nap afterwards. Which was a good thing since we couldn't really move another inch. We were absolutely hot between the sheets.
But here at the end, that was the only thing left relatively unspoiled by PTSD after an almost 2 year military tour. *sigh* Time to suck it up and move on, I guess.
EDIT: I wonder if my old-ex will stop asking him (new-ex) for advice about girls now.