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Once. A girl I dated for a year and a half at uni and I think the only person (parents and sister aside) I maybe loved.
Although I had probably made my feelings quite obvious I didnt out and out make it clear and she actually made the first official move. It came over the guy she had just broken up to threatening to beat me up to her (without even having met me and on the basis of something apparently his mate told him... but he was one of those people who is all talk cos when he actually met me at a corrdior party he was extremely polite and calm and didnt talk at all about wanting to kick the shit out of me or such like). When I was saying his intentions were stupid and evidence that he wasnt good enough for her, she admitted having feelings for me (which I had about her)
I really wish we didnt break up. The reason I did was she went back to London and I didnt have the guts to go with her, and wound up being a fucking admin manager and 22 stone in the same town I grew up in cos I was too scared to leave what I felt was my "home" at age 21, and she became an a grown up and probably lived happy ever after.
But I guess its easy to idolise the paths you dont follow in life, so...
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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