I was the one who walked up to my current SO and started a conversation. That was the first time I had ever done that. I saw him looking at me and then trying to act like he wasn't looking at me. So I came up with an excuse to go talk to him.
I also was the first to offer him a BJ, because I sensed he was too shy to ask me too. Much to my pleasure it led to sex. He really wanted to do all of the above, I could tell, so I made a move for him. It was also the first time I had initiated sex in a relationship.
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