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I wasn't sure how this would come off, so far so good. So I'll tell me story.
I started out "normal" (I wanted the same things my peers did, I functioned as my peers did) but with secret tendencies to be crazy. By crazy I mean, seeing things not at all the way my peers do and having impulses (OCD, schizoid, etc.) This led to a few years of confused angst, not sure which side I wanted to win out.
After a few bad experiences with humanity and my so called "peers" I began rooting for the crazy side. Ever since I've been delving deeper and deeper into the insanohole in my head. I've rejected what society says is the right thing to do.
Where this leads, I don't know. I may chicken out and pay lip service. But I'm hoping I'll have the balls to go through with it, wherever that might lead (suicide, mental hospital, drugs, etc). Hopefully something not so dark.
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