It sounds to me like you need some time without your boyfriend in your life. Some time to just be by yourself and get to know who you are. If you guys are meant to be together, then 6 months or so shouldn't destroy the relationship. If it does, then it wasn't meant to be. Use that time to learn to cope better with being an adult.
If you move to Yuma with him, then you are extremely likely to become fully dependent on him. Not a good thing if things don't work out in your relationship.
All the best of luck to you!
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