Every now and then something great comes about. Tomorrow is alive with such possibilities. Someday it will not matter, it sure does now. A wave of insecurity hit me tonight. Source came from music. Music that I used to love. Music that has shaped who I am. For better or worse. Music that turns the light on and shines it directly into my face and entire being. Oh, do I dislike what I alone can see. Many faults surface and have me wondering how anyone cannot see these attributes that haunt me. How do I deserve what I have? Puzzles me from time to time. Many moments come and go. I seem to remember the ones that have no point. Unimportant? To feel uneasy is what I am familiar with. Words don’t come easy for me. Funny how things feel new to you and have a certain feel to them. I want to help everyone I see.
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