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Originally Posted by Billygoats
i am a man. this may sound stupid but he just hurt me so much that i just dont have it in me to be his brother anymore
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It doesn't sound stupid at all. But at least you can recognize that you were hurt by his actions. I'd suppose that could be useful to you were you wanting to restore your relationship with your brother. You have specific reasons for feeling the way you do and can perhaps communicate them to him.
I can not really put a finger on why I disliked my brother so much. Other than the fact that he was a useless human being, I can see nothing. I witnessed years of him causing pain to my parents. My dad after growing up in the depression kept his savings in a trunk at home and my brother stole it for god knows what. He had troubles with the law as a teen (which my parents never really explained to me). By all accounts from his ex-wives and children he was either abusive or just outright deserted his family. But there is no specific reason or act towards me that caused me to not care a damn bit about him.