I'd recommend getting on an SSRI or something of that sort for everyday help. And/or finding a better job. Using coke or vic every day is a big no no, they can be used occasionally but need to be spaced out by a few days *at least*.
If an SSRI isn't enough then find more substitutes so you're on something different every day. Each substance taxes a certain part of the body (kidney, heart, liver etc) so the key is to rotate each day and be aware of side effects and such. For instance Kava kava is legal and does wonders for some people, but its heavy on the liver, so you'd want to avoid drinking alcohol while on it and whatever you take the next day better not be a liver taxer.
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