I need to let you know I am not a perfect little angel in this. I use cocaine as well, once a week. I know I should never do more than that. We agreed it is bad to use on a daily basis because of the personality changes. I know most of you are going to say I shouldn't use at all, and you are probably right. This is where it has led to.
There is so much more I should say. I just don't have the words.
I want to help him. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone. It tearing me apart to think it has come to this.
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