i think hell is, your forced to relive your own mistakes, anything you feel guilty, ashamed or generally wouldnt do again. stuff like that time at primary school you made a girl cry. all the times as a teenager you told your mum you hated her. over and over, and you just have those feelings, nothing else, and you cant change what happens, your forced to watch the hurt youve caused from every angle, how every person hasbeen affected. just a never ending cycle of internal turmoil, made all the worse because its self inflicted. on and on, hating yourself forever.
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