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The thing I always had a problem with when it comes to learning how to be friends with people and stuff is that, you can learn how to play a guitar and become good at it, but the guitar has no feelings and doesn't care that you used it for practice. I've always hated making people feel awkward, so I couldn't ever really "practice" on people because they are human beings with emotions. Like, if I said something weird and they got offended, I'd feel bad...
But, anyways, really long story short, I think this girl wants to get back together. She called me on Monday; I wasn't going to pick up the phone, but I did. She was crying like hell because her dog needed surgery by that day in order to live and she had to pay $7500 to get the surgery or just let it die, and her dad is saying she's crazy for paying that much; I really had no choice but to comfort her... at least because I really want her friendship. She said, as she was still crying, that she felt that God was punishing her for being so selfish and self-centered with me. Eh... I dunno... But, today she says they are going to come in April, and she still needs a bit of space (huh?) but she's gonna behave and not self-centered anymore and she's going to wait (but what does the space mean?). That's cool with me, but I don't think I'm going to stop looking locally. I'm going to continue to try to get out in the open and just see what happens.
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