Mirth

Thank you for taking the time to read the whole thread; it seems as if it's as long as a novel now, hehe.

Yeah, I kinda feel wrong now for even thinking about wanting some quick nookie. I guess I just felt like, I wanna know what I'm missing out on, what other people have and have experienced.

And yeah, I really don't think I'll ever do a long distance relationship again. I've learned my lesson. People need to be together and meet as soon as they are able to. And I need to start "trying" to be confident. I have to accept my looks, whether they are good or bad, everybody had different opinions on looks, so maybe some will find me ugly and some will find me cute like this girl did.

And true, I don't want to settle with just anyone just because I'm lonely... But I don't want to sit on my buns and do nothing for another 24 years. But then I don't know how. But I have to learn... I will try to go to and do things at places where people share a similar interest. I don't have a lot of hobbies, but the ones I do have I will have to try to get out in the world more and meet people who do them too.

Thank you for your advice. Every bit I get counts.