I'm working on it. I just got done running 2 and a half miles today, my 3rd time this week. Feeling kinda better. I'm kinda feeling over her, but have a tiny bit of love. She's going to tell me she loves me still, and that won't help me, but I don't want to lose her friendship for when she comes down here, as she is a really great person and we have a ton of the same interests. I guess I have to tell her to stop saying she loves me.
I asked 4 girls who are friends of my weird friend if they want to have sex, but all of them said no. I'm just trying to do something different. Trying to be the opposite of who I was; shy, not confident, and always waiting for the perfect girl. People make regrets, and I want to have regrets now. Bring it on.
Also, if anyone has any advice on how I can approach women at the college, let me know. Due to being ugly, I have to make a quick impression, or get to the point right away. I actually want female friends. I was thinking of just saying Hi, my name is so and so, she says hi, i'm so and so, and I say do you want to be my friend. That is quick and to the point. One out of 20 is bound to say yes and not think of it as being creepy.
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