Well, she still says when she comes down here she wants to go through with it. I mean, I'm not holding my breath on it, and I'm not waiting exclusively for her anymore because of what she did to me, but I'm not sure that she's not committed. And I blame myself because everything I have done in my life has always been wrong and gotten me nowhere, so I just blame myself for everything nowadays because it's to only reason why things don't work out for me.
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