Man, you are all over the place. From wanting to die, to being determined to get her back, to wanting closure in a 24 hour period. Now, every girl and every relationship is different, but let me tell you a few things that apply to your situation for sure:
- I know plenty of women who are turned on by inexperienced guys. But I don't know ANY woman who is turned on by a desperate guy. The vast majority of your posts always come back to how you've never been with a woman, how women find you disgusting, etc. If you come off like this to a girl, you will never be with one.
- Pressuring someone to constantly display their affection for you never works. If I read what you posted right, AFTER she asked for space, you have sent several text messages a day celebrating some "anniversary," asking about her social life, how she feels about other guys, how she feels towards you, and now you are writing a letter. This is not space, this is coming on extra hard.
- Stop making excuses for yourself. Unless you live in a deserted island, nothing is stopping you from going out and making new friends and meeting new people. This whole "all my friends live far away and I am too poor to drive there" is no more than an excuse to protect yourself from actually having to go out there and talking to people.
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