You mention homework. You also say you don't have enough money to attend therapy. If you are at a university or college, there are always (ok, not always, but almost always - thanks to the incidents at Columbine and Virginia Tech) free mental health services available to students. Ask around. Find them. It'll help to talk to someone to get over this breakup.
You are obsessing. It is not healthy for yourself. It is not healthy for a relationship.
DON'T WRITE THAT LETTER.
You are wasting your heart on someone who is making a concerted effort to move on.
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"Sometimes I have to remember that things are brought to me for a reason, either for my own lessons or for the benefit of others." Cynthetiq
"violence is no more or less real than non-violence." roachboy
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