Mirth

Yeah, I don't have the money or the time for therapy sessions...

Anyways, she texted me tonight after all the needing space crap... She said hi, acting like everything was fine, and I tried to too. Then she told me "I went out with a guy from school tonight to see how i would feel..." I asked how it went, and she said "Weird feeling hence the sitting here...i had fun... Then I saw you texted me n it hurt" (cause I texted her goodnight at 10:30). I asked if she likes him, and she said, "I do but i dont feel how i did when we were doing okay". I told her I understand and that I screwed up again. and i still have feelings for her, and she said "I know but we need space to clear the air..."

It makes me wonder if she's been acting weird to me for the past few days (which is why I brought up her not telling me her feelings and stuff) because she had planned to hang out with this guy, because she said she likes him... Like, how could she rebound so quickly and just hang out with a guy that she now likes so quickly off the bat since what had happened... I just dunno anymore, except that I still want her...